Faux Pauxs

The blogs lately have been a lil heavy, so I've decided I'm gonna do something a bit lighter

and to vent my frustration at the things I often see and just wanna yell WHAT ARE YOU THINKING.

So here goes

• Trashy Screen T-shirts - Really? Do you feel classy wearing a shirt that says "LETS GET NAKED" or "ALWAYS HORNY"?? I always wonder what's going through people's heads when they wear t shirts projecting their sexual frustration. There are better ways to cope.
• Mullets - This goes for men AND women. If it's short in the front and long in the back, don't do it!
• Trashy Tattoos - Don't get me wrong, I like a little ink, it can be hot. HOWEVER, there are some tattoos that are complete and total turnoffs and I don't understand them. Example: I work with a man who has tattoos of naked ladies doing questionable things all up and down his legs. Why would you want tattoos of this? What girl is gonna be like "YES! naked women, that's what I want to see every time I'm with my man!" Makes me wonder why he got these. He go home every day, look at his legs, and start jerking it? I don't know. This guy has been married 3 times, and divorced 3 times. 'Nuff said.
• Tube tops and bra straps - I see this every time I go to the mall in the summer. Girls wearing tube tops with bra straps showing that I think were white at some point. They make strapless bras for that! If you can't afford Victoria's Secret, they have them at Walmart.
• Booty Shorts - I don't care if you have the body/legs for it, I still think they're ugly. Why wear something that covers just as much as your underwear? Also, know your body type! If you're larger, you need longer shorts, cause those suckers are gonna ride up! Driving home from a family reunion, we stopped to get lunch in some hick town. I looked over, and saw a middle-aged woman, wearing some of the shortest shorts I wished I'd never seen, and omg, her legs were so white, at first glance I thought she was wearing tights! So again, know your body!
• Neon Hair - First of all: tacky. Secondly, it always fades and then looks like some icky color. Not to mention the roots that will show.
• PDA - Okay, I'm not totally against PDA, HOWEVER, there is a limit. PDA can be a great way to show that you're comfortable with your relationship and you don't care who knows. However, over the top stuff is just plain awkward and annoying. It's a public place, and there are kids... making out and dry humping are soooo not appropriate!
• Guys with pants below their butt - so you bought a pair of pants that cuts off circulation to your scrotum, pull your pants down so your boxers show? NO. It's not attractive. Just buy pants that fit.

That's all I got for now, as I think of more I'll post some more later.

Till then

Steff

Echo

Can you hear me?

Do you feel me?

I'm free falling

waiting for your coming

Distance made the love grow

Longing now all I know

So hard feeling so much

So long going without your touch

I say your name every time I pray

Anxiously counting down each day

Little monster whispers in my head

Don't know if you're alive or dead

Don't tarry, come fast

Not sure how much longer I'll last

Can't wait to see your sweet face

and feel the warmth of your embrace

Steff

Talking to the Moon

Just a lone wolf

Howling a the moon.

Pleading, yearning,

Waiting to be heard

I walk down the street

Empty shells pass by.

The trees greet me

stand together when we stand alone.

Caressed by the wind,

kissed by the sun.

Yet still it gets so lonely

when only the stars know your secrets

Just a lone wolf

howling at the moon.

Pleading, yearning,

anxious to be heard.

Staring up at the sky

feelings pouring out to the stars.

Still it's quiet, no response.

Tears unseen are a plea unheard

Steff

Anticipation

Funny how one's mentality changes when they're waiting for something. I'm now expecting something, and the wait is a little longer than expected, and it's driving me crazy, like emotionally I am breaking down. I feel kinda pathetic saying that, but it's true. I mean, it's not like I'm waiting for something material, it's for a person, and the longer I wait, the more I worry. Why the tardiness? What could be going on to cause this? The only possible things that come to my mind aren't good ones and it's wearing on me. I just don't really know. I've been waiting for this so long.... longer than I think is really fair. Why has this been such a challenge for me? and now that it's so close, I keep feeling like something's gonna happen and it's not gonna work out.

I don't know, I'm just driving myself crazy.

Steff

Oi...

So yea, it's been a while since I've written last. It's kinda ironic because I feel like there's so much to talk about, but at the same time I feel like I have absolutely nothing to say. Hrm.... where to start?

There's been so much going on in my head lately. I've probably had a little too much time to think lately and it's been causing me problems. This summer has been hard because I feel like I'm at a point of transition at the moment. I don't really have any friends who I can hang out with, and the person I care about the most is on the other side of the world for another 3-4 weeks and we're only able to correspond through letters, each one takes a couple weeks before it gets a response. I feel like a lot of times in my life I'm just waiting to get past a certain period in my life. I know I need to start taking a more active approach, take control of my life more. However, I'm unsure about how.

I'm just starting to get really frustrated I guess. I feel like so long I've been trying to rise above certain challenges and aspects of my life, and for a while I fool myself and think I've gotten past it, however when I come to again, I realize that not much has changed and that I'm still in the same situation. I think it's wearing on me, that I can't just pretend that I'm okay with it, or it doesn't affect me. A couple weeks ago, I was having regular emotional breakdowns at night. I'd just lay out on the grass at night and cry. I don't know, like I said, it's very frustrating.

I gotta head to work now. I'll try to write more later. Sorry that this was just kinda a whinny blog, but meh.

Till next time.

Steff