I'm not even sure how to start this, I just know I need to let it out.
What is one supposed to do when they find something that gives them something(or someone) that gives them something they've wanted their whole life but haven't actually found up till that point? The catch is, ultimately it can't go on forever. One side would have to change, and neither can bring themselves to do it. Do you abandon a good thing just because it can't last? or do you take the opportunity to explore something new and open yourself to experiencing something you've been needing?`
I've stumbled upon something different, and it really makes me so happy. I feel so safe, and so right with it. I just know it can't ultimately last. I don't know, I just can't leave this as it is. I don't know what to do, whats going to happen, or how to go about this.
Steff
